sian
want to go US to shop - no one to go with me
want to go Korea to shop - also no one to go w me.
now i know y some pple resort to engaging escort services.

the Internet opens doors to other people's lives we never knew existed.
If I could live life all over again, I would have made it my goal / ambition to marry rich.
then, no need to spend my days working. everyday would be a holiday. & shopping would be at hermes boutiques all over the world. a hermes birkin / kelly in exotic croc / ostrich leather from hubby every now & then.

why did my parents have to place so much emphasis on studies when I was a kid and getting that degree? so that i have to work hard all my life? for wat. i don't want to be able to buy my own LVs / Birkin. I would rather enjoy life and be given those as presents. It's just not the same.

when the govt hands out bonus cash, i always get peanuts.
last yr, the economy was good and i worked hard. and now a good sum of it will be confiscated by iras! with the money, i could have bought myself all the items on my wishlist: hermes birkin + chanel bag + franck muller watch + valentino histoire & more! or half a car! why why why. i feel like i've been robbed.

i hate people. so sometimes i wonder if i'm really in the right job. where i have to talk to so many pple in a day. i start to hate pple even more. maybe, i didn't hate pple right from the start. perhaps cos i see the ugly side of pple everyday. since my 1st day of work in my 1st job till now, 4-5 yrs later, i still see the ugly side of pple everyday. esp agents. the day i quit doing home loans, i'll write a book & spill the beans on agents and their money-grubbing antics. then again sometimes, some clients themselves are no better. so then they deserve one another.

perhaps that's y i have developed a liking for gore? tv shows /films with gory scenes that make sh uncomfortable & he'll yell at me to switch channels / stop watching. yet i watch, rather gleefully. haiz.

just when i was enjoying quieter times & the lull in the market....
since there are just so many (few) banks in sg, why can't they just come together and agree to fix interest rates at 6%p.a or somethin' across the board for all home loans.

if all banks charge a uniform rate of 6%, well the consumer would have to take it...or leave it.

why undercut.....cut cut cut till no more margin liao.

and now everyone wants to refinance all over the place.

just form a cartel lah isn't that the model that is supposed to be the most profitable?


interest rates pls shoot back up soon.

very excited...sh told me we're entitled to purchase air tics at staff rates from now on!!!this makes long haul trips more worth it now than shorter haul ones....
paris new york london los angeles here i come!


since sh will be in aus for 1 yr....now all i need is a travel khaki...

-- more balanced work-life
-- less work
-- less stress
-- healthier hair & scalp
-- brighter skin
-- less shopping -> less clutter


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[PAP_Best says:]

I took a cab to visit my learned rich kawan who stays near TCS area, behind ISD.

Wow! Saw many Gurkhas and policemen, at least 50 of them in the one road alone and another 500 in the estates!

When I alighted from the taxi, I limped precariously to my friend's gate 5 m away. Due to my 10 times shagging session with my CHIO BU Hairstylist fuck buddy last night, I can hardly walked well and therefore LIMPED badly the whole day.

Imagine my horror when 10+ police dashed towards me and demanded me to squat down when they saw me LIMPING!

Then they asked if I am halal-certified, I said NO LAH I am free-thinker.

They asked how come I walked with a LIMP, I said I fucked too much last night.

They warned me not to try to be funny with them and they could have gotten my arrested.

You better not LIMP when you walk let me tell u! Its supremely SENSITIVE leh!


[axpardox says:]

You look like Mat?
Carry a can of luncheon meat with you next time lor.

LOL!

was prob the 1st day in 2008 that I felt truly...happy.

- passed my singing exam (highest marks in class hor)
- Jay Chou concert (swoons) he is so cute!!! It's been years since I've gone for a concert or do silly stuff like hang around his hotel after the concert hoping to catch another glimpse of him. It's stuff like that that actually makes me feel young again...

Received my promotion letter yesterday. Other than that, 2008 has been disappointing so far.
Market is weak, weak, weak. Didn't manage to get Jay Chou's arrival details. Will just have to settle for his concert.

2007 - Highs

* Flamin' hot property/home loans market
* Promotion
* Plat award Q1
* Plat award Q3
* Dive Bali (CNY)- mantas!
* Dive Redang (Apr)
* Taipei Shopping (May)
* Tokyo/Osaka Shopping & Disneyland (Nov)
* Louis Vuitton
* Dropped a dress size (or two)
* Fantastic shopping
* Rainie Yang inspired bangs (for a while)
* Red & blonde locks
* Vocal & hip hop classes to kill time
* Driving myself to work & everywhere - passport to independence!
* Closer & deeper r/s with the husband
* Fun times with Nintendo wii
* Hairspray - the movie
* Hassle free shopping from home - Sprees!
* Carboxy
* Facebook
* Playboy bunny decal for the car

2007 - Lows

* Dive Hantu
* Sub prime
* the rest already forgotten

Happy 2008!
May 2008 be an even more prosperous one!!

the festivity has begun!

sh was finally back from his 3 wk stint at obs, perak last fri! i decided to surprise him at the airport. was also a gd chance to check out the type of guys who will be his batch mates for the next 3 yrs. there, i bumped into an ex vjc schoolmate who was also sh's batch mate. small world.

tomo will be the start of his 6 mth stint at seletar air base. cos of the amount of mugging he'll need to do to pass the exams, he's supposed to stay with the rest of his batch mates at the nearby colonial houses & will be back only on weekends.

i did some thinking while he was away.
life is definitely more dull in some ways now becos of his decision to be a pilot -
-no more diving till 3 yrs later, or at least till i can find a replacement dive buddy
-lonely weekday nights by myself but at least we can still chat via the web/phone
-going to the gym is quite a pain now cos the novena sq carpark is so scary when the car is going up/down the spiralling seemingly endless slope & it's worse if there's a car behind me & i start to get panicky.

but then again
-i'll have more time to hang out with other pple, like joc, doing girly things like watching takuya kimura adoringly in hero
-i can sleep with the music on
-i wouldn't have been able to drive myself if not for the 'circumstances' i'm in & thank goodness i can now cos driving = power! no longer limited by troublesome bus routes and long taxi queues..or having to depend on someonelse to drive me.. shiok!

watever la, i still keep looking wistfully at the ads for maldives & i've been fantasizing about a trip to the galapagos islands near ecuadour for quite some time now i'm quite determined to make it a reality but with sh's schedule looks like it'll be 3 yrs later. For now i'll just have to pacify myself with louis vuitton whenever i miss a planned trip...like the maldives trip we were planning for this xmas...haiz

what's in it for me? will i really be happy 3 yrs later? & then i still have to plan on how to fit in having a baby, best before he starts as 2nd/1st officer so that i would have time to shed off the extra weight by the time he starts proper

LV Monogram Multicolore RITA

Xmas is coming & I'm feeling quite festive but at the same time very bored & irritable.
sh's fault.

http://www.singaporebrides.com/forumboard/messages/5/567818.html?1195440078

omigod!

if there's really such a condition, every girl should test the goods 1st b4 signing on the dotted line.

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Driving my own car has given me a newfound sense of freedom.
Previously I had to limit my activities to match sh's timing as he was the one driving. Gym only once or twice a week on weekdays cos he wanted to go home early. Shopping on a weekday evening in town was difficult too cos he wanted to go home early.

These days, I can leave home at 9am instead of 7.30am and leave the office once i'm done without having to wait for him. evenings are more fun too cos now i can go anywhere i want!

only thing is i havnt exactly figured out how to use the gps system so i'm still confined to routes i already know.