i hate people. so sometimes i wonder if i'm really in the right job. where i have to talk to so many pple in a day. i start to hate pple even more. maybe, i didn't hate pple right from the start. perhaps cos i see the ugly side of pple everyday. since my 1st day of work in my 1st job till now, 4-5 yrs later, i still see the ugly side of pple everyday. esp agents. the day i quit doing home loans, i'll write a book & spill the beans on agents and their money-grubbing antics. then again sometimes, some clients themselves are no better. so then they deserve one another.

perhaps that's y i have developed a liking for gore? tv shows /films with gory scenes that make sh uncomfortable & he'll yell at me to switch channels / stop watching. yet i watch, rather gleefully. haiz.